12 July, 2010
Pic with mum and bro with my web cam!
One day after my bro and mum went back home to Spore after 2 weeks in Melbourne. They are great support to me in adapting my life here in Melbourne. Initally when they came, i wasnt happy as i wanted full independent life in Melbourne here. I was wrong about myself being adapt well independently. God just know me well thus he got my mum and bro to accompany here. Love them and treasure them. Was abit rebellious to my mum but i knew she loved me lots though sometimes she dont show. She saved alot thus i am able to be in Melbourne. I want to be a filal child where i study well and improve my attitude to show my mum and dad. Well, this can only be done with God! I told God umpteem times that i need the holy spirit to help me..
I am so convinced that i am in Melbourne to grow my relationship deep with God. In 2 the 1: 11- With this in mind, we constantly pray for you that our God may count you worthy of his calling and that by his power he may fulfill every gd purpose of yours and every act prompted by yr faith. Amen for that verse, God is the ultimate one with great authority. I want to be worthy of his calling in terms of i want to be more like Jesus. convinced that by this verse, that why i want to be mature in God, then he can fulfill his will in him and then in v12- We pray this so that the name of our Lord Jesus may be glorified in you and you in him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ. Yes, God to glorify in my life. Not based on myself but with God's grace.
Another reason why i am sure God wants be to grow in relationship in Him is because i read the book captivating. God prompted me in the heart to grow my romance with Him and to understand my make up as a woman and to really be secure in Him and not look for romance, care about how ppl look @ me. I am who i am..
