This week was quite a chaos week. Projects all along but that wasnt the main problem..
It is when my younger brother gets depress... and affect the whole family and it seem like it my fault.. sad wor..
Reflecting that i yet to do enough..No spending enough time with my younger brother, if not i have not comunicate enough with him. And the family seems to collapse because of certain cooments i have. it drew my spirit and make me feel condemn..
Always when i wana do more for god, god seem to put more tests in my life. This week, instead of spending time doing my porjects, i slept early and didnt wake up early to do my projects.
when things go wrong, i seem to go haywire.. my mood plunge to the pit and i dont seem to be able to care for people around me ..
Haiz, and i always wonderful why i always like tat until i read the daily bread on intimacy with god.. still pondering on the points that i read..
seek god with all my mind, my heart and soul!
18 July, 2007
「 dancing away 3:27 AM 」
3.28am in the morning. wow, God u r great. first time so late, i m still awake. juz finish studying my international business test that is hold later.
Yesterdae was so stress with so many things. arhh! thank God that i kept praying n u sustain me..
learnt through this time that i have to already priortise my time! n use the time to share the word n decipher people! i know i can do with u GOD! jia u! GOD people jia u!!!
