Learnt a new word from jolene- Renunication is repositioning my heart for God, throwing away earthly things for God!
26 days in Singapore.. Help me to reposition my heart and strategies the way u want it, God.
20 May, 2010
「 dancing away 12:56 AM 」
This whole week are questions about identity in God, priority questions, value questions.
Sometimes you just need to be utterly honest with yourself, not trying to defend yourself. It seems to make sense why i am doing what i am doing.
With all I am:
Into your hands, I commit again. With all I am, For you lord, you hold my world in the palm of your hands And i am yours forever Jesus, i believe in you, jesus i belong to you The reason that i live, the reason that i sing with all i am I walk with you forever you go, through tears and joy, i trust in you I believe in all of your ways, your promises forever Jesus, i believe in you, Jesus i belong to you The reason that i live, the reason that i sing, with all I am
I will worship you (7x)
This song lyrics is just sing of my heart.
As i was listening through my prexmas testimony on how God has changed my life- I am amazed by you, Jesus. All the testmonies that i have testified is really all about you. No one including myself can draw yr credit away. Praise you Jesus! Who on this earth will come and pick me up and say u love me.
Who will teach to turn my wrong ways to the right ways to live my life. My life that focus in showing the strong side of me when i am not, in trying to survive in this competitive jungle. My ways of proving self esteem all redundant when you simply love me.
Have i forget the lst love in you? Why when you really love me, I still complain. Jesus, I want the full life that you have exchanged your blood for me. I am holy discontented!
The truth- we have eyes to see, ears to hear, but we fail to do. The fact is God has offer so much opportunities for us! Live at the Karos moment, lead by the spirit of God. Spirit birth spirit. Another truth, we mayknow the truth but notheart of commander. Bring me deep to know you, when i know you, it is easy to live a maximise life. God, let me know you beyond the pages of bible. Let me know you! Thats me. Father, look at my heart.
Bring me (Action) deep, Jesus. That my heartfelt prayer. Amen
16 May, 2010
「 dancing away 7:39 PM 」
Wow, now i am quite free where i go online more often where i go facebook, go msn! wow, breakthrough. I realize it is not my lifestyle but maybe a way to connect with ppl. I am a person who loves pen and paper more and chat and meet up face to face.
One thing that touches my heart as i go to church service is God speaks to me about what i doing is all for God's will, something that i focus on the product and not the reason why i am doing. I am kinda of happy to find back the why! I really want to walk close with the holy spirit, guide me God!
Was taking about an hr to digest an article that Leanne sent to me about the 4 questions that lead to Godly character.
The first question is identity question: who am I? I have heard this question many times, however i would waiver about my identity here and there. I was questioning myself but why? In fact, I have never really doubt that my parents are not my real parents except when i was young as i was brought in by the dramas about doubting my biological parents. If people were to ask me how sure that i am my parents real child, i would use my life to bet on it.
Why am i so sure? Simply because there are proves. I can go and check the dna and i looked like my parents and i know they love me deep deep! When i knew that i am my parents' child, the way i relate to my parents would be different, so confident that they love me wherever i am!
Same thing for knowing my identity in God. I will be comfortable in God's identity, I'll do whatever it takes! God has made me for a purpose but not anyhow "pop" me! Arent you feel love? I feel so privileged and loved. John 15:5- Jesus say: I am the vine, you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit, apart from me, you can do nothing. Precisely, you are the vine, you are my oxygen. I exist for you. We need to know our identity and trust Jesus.
