i wanted to write my blog - coz very tired and know that if i write my tots in the notebk, i will fall aslp... and then my elder brother came home liao.. then have a small cute quarrel.. haha.. That how we communicate..
I have many thins to give thanks when i think of GOD. No 1) My parents offer me mooncake to bring for yesterdae mooncake festival.Was touched. Generous ha.. But during d celebration, when we went for strolling with our lanterns- the mooncakes are in Jacob's place and hor it locked, no key, cant go back to take mooncake.. i heartpain 4 d mooncakes.. as didnt finish them.
2) My workplace.. d ppl, d environment..
3) That i am not lack in anythin-have food to eat, clothes, entertainment that youngsters have...
4) That i m God's child... then i was once lose but found..
5) Opportunity to learn to b patience wif my mother... Really understand that YOU wld just let mi and my mum get closer unless i learn to love her.. Just like yesterdae i told myself tt i wana b nice wif my mum but once she is irritated, i got irritated. And, i tot to myself, GOD i m tryin but y this happen. Must breaktru this intial stage --of enduring wif my mum b4 moving closer wif her.
6) That i have newspaper to read..
yesterdae, read the bible..in 2 cor 6:1-2. About not taking GOD's grace for granted.. that is so true. It acts as a reminder for me...I pray that it would be rooted in my heart... In 2 cor 3-13.. It talks about paul's sufferings.. just like what we suffer daily.. such as troubles,sorrowful etc.. Life has gd and bad things in life.. It really not easy to live life.. I tot that once we are born, we have to care about many things and take responsibilty...Difficult, that why people ar etired to be people or they are monotone about their life.. and just one to care for themselves...so GOD comes in to lessen their burdens..
GOD u are just amazing when JESUS is man and he set good example.. PLS continue to fall yr character in him.
GOD comes in my life more.. Let me not care 4 myself, love more.....
I m a secure perSon coz i have GOD!!
OH yar, just like went walk walk wif my lantern wif x2. My lantern has a heart shape that is created thru the accidental burnt.
Thankful that i am able to untie a knot in my heart when i had a small little quarrel wif some1.. i m able toforgive and b reminded of yr goodness.. amen!!
14 September, 2007
「 dancing away 8:35 AM 」
This week is my third week of attachment at spore sports council. GOD has always blessed me in the area of my work. So far never encounter any really super bad experience. I am attached to the youth sports development. My division is lead by Bervyn. He is a cool director, the best part is he is a christian. cool right. the best part is behind. He leads the team very well, different from the traditional way while leader has the most power. He joned us for gatherings and meals. He would joke with us and understand us. He makes me realise that alot of times, we ourselves can change how are the things we wanted. He puts all effort to do well-has a spirit of excellence. He is also a visionary person, he is someone who knows clearly the goal of what he is doing. My department is a youthful department.. nice people to work with. Through the leadership of Bervyn, it makes me feel that working world is not scary. It is still your choice. He is someone who breaks the traditional and reflects upon what is the right thing to fo, while others just follow, and things would be rigid and that why spore is know for LAW BY LAW. Nothing beats human relationship in the workplace. Oh the best part is that when i went in the work place, there are 3 people form our church. Cool right? and one of them is my usher friend, Jia Dai from uni side. Initially, i question why her? Then last week we went running together. Then on wednesday, i just went to her cubic and we just started chetting. Then we understand each other better and know each other difficulties. Then i found that certain part of her is like me. As we were talking,i was thinkn that GOD sent her to encourage me and visa versa. In the workplace, so far did more of research, collating results.. quite mandate.. As i was reflecting.i told GOD before that i did not want to be some1 who is result driven and please man. And, GOD is testing me in this area and whether i will still be humble to do these work and be faithful and trust HIM. So far, have being faithful. yep. Stilling tryin to build friendship in my workplace though not easy. I m back again to update my blog. Hmm, i feel that GOD puts in this attachment is to teach me GODLY leadership. Really amazed how GOD uses my boss. I was chatting wif my christian colleagues and realized that to outreach in the workplace--best method is our own life.. Really wants to treasure my time here at the workplace. I yearns to continue to be real in the workplace.. yeap!
20 mins b4 10pm, so blog loh and hor have to wait for "PRECIOUS" kai sze's phone call. Hope she call by then, if not dun care, i go bathe..haha!
Why blog, coz ace says wana noe mi more... Is blog useful ah? i still cant convince myself. Whoever see my blog, pls convince me why i shld blog and msn.. these are d 2 thins i seldom do. If can really help in serving GOD, then u all must keep askin mi do these things.
Hmm, today Monday, i did have a little monday blue. Why? Because, felt that i m away from God. So i knew i must do somethin, so i spend my lunch time with God. Read the bible, n in cor 5:11-14, it says that sth like i shldnt live for myself since it is Jesus that die on the cross for me and i shld live for me. I myself is always confuse now and then de. I juz really have to get out of my comfort zone, then i will grow. Tot that now i am a 1 yr 8 mths plus christian.. my speed of growth is slow.. then i remembered what Pastor Ben say, if u are a 10 yr christian, but dun b a christian of 2 yrs.
I pray that i would love God more and people. I always ask God, do i love him? Then i would say no, coz i dun love his ppl enuff. I also ask y he chose mi as a leader. Sometimes, wish tt i juz a member then can act blur.. haha. But, i responded on saturday that i really want to be the minority and stand up for the world. So, will continue the journey. I always remind myself that i have go through process, no short cut. Whoever see my bog, must give mi oil to add ah..to jia you..
Hmm, why do i not thankful to God enuff? For my wonderful parents who always do hsewk for me, let mi gO out for church.. though always say i KPO. Haiz,sometimes, when i frustrated, i 4got to give thanks and focus on my situation. I realized, in order for family to breaktru, i have to breaktru.. Haf to get out of comfort zone.. I wana my mum to heal, i dun wish to see my mum suffer in her health. I wana to draw close to my mum.. Sometimes, we r like sisters, sometimes like enemies,both dun give way.. Can c how God put my family thru moulding...
Okay, i will stop bloggin coz now 9.57, then gg to off my com then 10pm loh.. c kai sze havent call mi... Bad gal.. haha
