20 mins b4 10pm, so blog loh and hor have to wait for "PRECIOUS" kai sze's phone call. Hope she call by then, if not dun care, i go bathe..haha!
Why blog, coz ace says wana noe mi more... Is blog useful ah? i still cant convince myself. Whoever see my blog, pls convince me why i shld blog and msn.. these are d 2 thins i seldom do. If can really help in serving GOD, then u all must keep askin mi do these things.
Hmm, today Monday, i did have a little monday blue. Why? Because, felt that i m away from God. So i knew i must do somethin, so i spend my lunch time with God. Read the bible, n in cor 5:11-14, it says that sth like i shldnt live for myself since it is Jesus that die on the cross for me and i shld live for me. I myself is always confuse now and then de. I juz really have to get out of my comfort zone, then i will grow. Tot that now i am a 1 yr 8 mths plus christian.. my speed of growth is slow.. then i remembered what Pastor Ben say, if u are a 10 yr christian, but dun b a christian of 2 yrs.
I pray that i would love God more and people. I always ask God, do i love him? Then i would say no, coz i dun love his ppl enuff. I also ask y he chose mi as a leader. Sometimes, wish tt i juz a member then can act blur.. haha. But, i responded on saturday that i really want to be the minority and stand up for the world. So, will continue the journey. I always remind myself that i have go through process, no short cut. Whoever see my bog, must give mi oil to add ah..to jia you..
Hmm, why do i not thankful to God enuff? For my wonderful parents who always do hsewk for me, let mi gO out for church.. though always say i KPO. Haiz,sometimes, when i frustrated, i 4got to give thanks and focus on my situation. I realized, in order for family to breaktru, i have to breaktru.. Haf to get out of comfort zone.. I wana my mum to heal, i dun wish to see my mum suffer in her health. I wana to draw close to my mum.. Sometimes, we r like sisters, sometimes like enemies,both dun give way.. Can c how God put my family thru moulding...
Okay, i will stop bloggin coz now 9.57, then gg to off my com then 10pm loh.. c kai sze havent call mi... Bad gal.. haha
